Friday, October 12, 2007

Good bye, Casey the puppy


So my dog Casey, passed away
Oct 1, 2007 about 3 in the morning
or so,and later, in the afternoon,
we buried her. Then I went
to Purgatory (which is the name
of an off-leash park were I would
take Casey for a walk and practice
my music. We would go almost
every day).

I wanted to record something, and it was important
to me that it be recorded here, because Casey
loved going to this park, running around, meeting
other dogs, etc, etc.

Anyways, so I made a couple attempts on another
instrument (a hulusu, a Chinese gourd flute), but I
was not getting what I wanted, and the sun was
starting to set, and I didn't want to be playing in the
dark, and I felt I needed to get something recorded
before the sun set, or the moment would be lost.
(Of course I could go record something
the next day,or when ever, but that's just being practical
and you know what, "F**k being practical.)

So, with the sun quickly setting, I gave up on the hulusu, and
went for the another instrument in my car that I had
grabbed on the way out the door, a flagolet
(which is what you call a tin whistle when it's made out
of wood, not "tin").

Now, about a year ago, I was walking along the
path at Purgatory, with Casey following along, playing
a Clarke tin whistle,and this lady came up to me
out of nowhere. She had tears running down her face,
so you'd figure she was sad, and something was wrong,
right? But she was smiling, and she'd come up to me
to thank me for playing, something she'd found beautiful.
It turns out her son had passed away, and she had gone
to the park after the funeral, and the flute-like songs
drifting through the woods, was something she found
appropriate to the mix of emotions she was feeling.
It was for her a moment when she could really
acknowledge her love and her loss in one joyous
moment that she could hold on to, and music was the
catalyst.

I of course was just practicing my music, and walking
my dog (or more correctly walking along with my dog
lazily following along in her own sweet time), and was
blissfully unaware of any profound event going on
around me.
As soon as she appeared, told her story and thanked me,
she walked away, leaving me going "Huh?",
So I went back to practicing my music. But somewhere
in the back of my mind, I'd stored this event, and so as
I'm walking out of my bedroom, I grab the flagolet,
without even thinking why.

Now, with the sun setting in a couple minutes, I have
one, maybe two chances to record something, before
I'm sitting there alone in the dark.
If that happens, the moment is lost, and I really
want something this day to capture what Casey
meant to me.
I take the flagolet out of the car, pull it out of
the case, and hit the record button of my portable
digital recorder, and compose an air, I later call
"10/01/07" playing here: http://glennbowen.biz/

I think a minute about trying to do another
recording, but I decide that this is what I want
to keep. By October 1st the sun is setting
fast and a minute or two later it is dark out.
I drive home in the night.

Now, I'm not saying it's great or anything -
I'm a Blues harmonica player,
not an Irish Tin Whistle player.
Whatever,

This is a lamentation for Casey the Puppy,
and a description of why it's called 10/1/07.
http://glennbowen.biz/

Goodbye Puppy Friend